Luella..... (why me!!!)

yesterday went horrible!!! i tried to defeat them, but i was to worried about their captive!! so, they defeated me. and they turned me into.....a.....a....vampire. oh the horror!!! i woke up in this weird house....i dont know whos it is but i will find out soon. i cant stay here. im a monster!! i could kill everyone!! i think the best thing would be to off with my self :'( im so upset! and im really thirsty. but i have a feeling its not for water....what do i do world??!!! what?!! how do i fix this??!!!