Ebony again...

this whole blog thing is great i can really express my self!! :D mannn tomarrow is the big day!! i start school tomarrow... (gulp) im so nervous!! what if we have a...whats it called? doctor lock it?? where theres a tress passer??? and its HIM oh lord i cant handle it. the suspense is killing me!!!!!! please please pleas help me!! world???? what does it take to get you to care??? please help me!!! i wonder if Lucy thinks ive gone crazy....well havent i? im not sure...if a person lives her life in day to day paranoia...than its insanity... right? oh gosh i dont know....is anyone even listening???