Matter over Mind

Okay so I may have flashbacks, and insane paranoia. but when it comes down to it, I have to really start being sure I am in trouble before I freak out. So I must say in MY case it is NOT Mind over Matter, but Matter over Mind. Jace is helpful and Cole is being nicer but I can not shake the feeling that something is up with him. I dont know, but I guess things are getting better. One step at a time. You know?

Christopher

Okay so I tried what you guys have been telling me, be nicer and treat people how I want to be treated. It is just hard when you are the very thing you hate in this world, yet you are being forced to be it. I just am not good at coping, okay? However I tried to be nice. Christopher was shocked. He actually stared at me for a whole 12 and a half minutes, after I complimented him. I had to laugh though, his face was priceless!!!!!! All well, I guess I can keep trying at it. Practice makes perfect...right?

Theodore, Oh Theodore.

So we escaped today. As we were walking in silence, my friends, sister, Theodore and I were all very glum. At least until Theodore suddenly ran infront of us all, grabbed a hand full of wild flowers that were half dead, ran back to the group and gave me half, and Luella the other half. He told us we all should cheer up because there were still amazing things in this world. such as these half dead flowers that have withstanded the drout and tried to hang on. I can honestly say, I am in love with Theodore. <3

Shell shocked

Okay, I am not sure what just happened. I dont...cant believe that it is true!!! Declan, the boy/demon/sweet heart, I have been really starting to like....his father is..is... okay, I cant deal with this! Why did Milo tell me this? To protect me? To get me to stop talking to him? I dont know what to do with myself! DECLANS FATHER IS THE DEVIL!? *sigh*

Pity

I hate when people pity me. cant they just leave me alone? if they dont understand what I go through then go away, right? ugh. I wish that year with HIM never happened...then again...who wouldnt?

Demons

Okay so remember when I was freaking out because I found out they were demons? well lets just say it really isnt that bad...Milo took me on a date and he did all of this cool magic. the date went a little bad though because a hell hound showed up. however Declan came and sent it away, along with fighting Milo but I have to say it was like i was at the movies watching an insanly cool fight scene! allwell...everybody has issues in some way...right?

Werewolfs

Okay so I hate this whole vampire thing. but what do i hate even more? werewolfs! they think they are so great and amazing but lets really look at it. they smell, they are naked most of the time because they are morphed most of the time, they drool everywhere, they could really use a mint, they bark really loud and they are annoyingly persistant in wanting to be petted. and i have to loive with a bunch because they are keeping me hostage! grrr, why cant i just get away from thesefoul things??? *looks at christopher* but then again he is sort of cute as a wolf..... GAH shut up Luella!!!!!!

A new Day

I slept through the night with Luella by my side, we are all safe. I wasnt sure exactly what time theodore came back but when he did he covered us with a blanket and must have fallen asleep next to us. I didnt mind though, it made me feel safer. how much longer until our safe haven is gone? hmm Theodore is starting to stir, aswell as my friends. goodbye for now, I will update later on though!

FEAR FEAR FEAR!!!

Oh lord I am so scared! Lucy took on a new charge, Cole, and Jace is closer to me than ever! What have I gotten my self in to? WHAT? I just want to be alone and away from the male population!!!!!

So very confuzed these days!

Okay so I found out that the school I go to is for supernatural people. Yes, I said it. Werewolfs, vampires, fairies, witches, warlocks...you name it and they all go. Am I shocked? Yes! What shocks me the most? Milo and Declan are DEMONS. Yes, true 100 percent real live DEMONS!!!! I just dont know what the world has become these days?

D:>

I don't know exactly what is going on, but I do know that Luella is safe, and Theodore went outside. I hope he returns because I am terrified!

Driving me Insane

I can not stand Christopher!!! He keeps morphing and trying to show off but u know what? It's not cool! I want to hurt him! Ugh!!!!

my bright side is coming

my bright side is starting to come i think. they have added more security to me and i am so grateful. i fell like there is no possible way that He can get me and i get to see someone who makes me happy. cant wait for school tomarrow!! xoxoxo updates to come. :)

Whoa. lets start a new day with out the world falling apart..

Hello followers!! Ebony here. So for some reason my comments are posting to reply to you! (sadface) so this is to the follower 'ifbyyes' :Hey after what ive been through i ask myself if im insane everyday...so sorry, i love the use of exclamations...i mean i am only 16. :) and there was a 'doctor lock it' which is an intruder in the school...they never caught him so i dont know if it is him... and by him i mean my kidnapper (yikes)

and this is my daily post. now for some reason my internet was down but its back up and im REALLY sorry for the delay! okay so my last post was just crazy! i was at school and there was a doctor lock it 'refer to the paragraph above' and i was freaking out. i just cant bare the thought of him (my persuer) getting me again. but jace was there and he comforted me. (thankfully) at least until a big comotion happened at the door and jace got in the way. i pushed him out of the way just in time, and got the consiquence of getting shot! im okay now though. went to the hospital and the patched me all up. now im stuck with worry that the intruder was 'Him' and the guilt of giving in to Jace. So my question to my followers is.... "SHOULD I TELL JACE ABOUT WHAT IS GOING ON, OR KEEP IT TO MYSELF??"

CHARACTERS!!

Ebony is a girl who hidding out from her kiddnapper,who indeed raped her... she lives with an FBI agent, named Lucy, and Lucy thinks the best way to look casual is to enroll Ebony in School. being terrified and helpless becaomes her whole life, will she stay hidden and out smart her persuer? or will he catch her and finish the awful memories hes already provided?




Jackie is an Optomist in a pesimistic world. She is on the run from the gaurds who so eviliy stole her away, however she is partners with Stein. a pesimist who cant stand her most of the time. will they catch Jackie? will she crack and become pesimistic? or will she ever find safety which may hold her twin brother?


Jezabel is an average middle class girl whose life takes place in midevil days. she is in love with her servant, but has no clue if he loves her back...when a war breaks out between her kingdom and the next, can she handle taking daring risks? will she be able to keep track of her younger sister and cope with possibly loosing Theodor her servant/true love?


Luella's family died when she was 16. ever since she has vowed to take revenge. killing vampires left and right to show the world shes not scared. but when she is defeated and turned into the very thing she hates so much, can she cope? (NO) but with the help of Christopher --the so called human boy that distracted her and made them turn her---she must deal anyway. what will she do next?


Luna moves to a new town and a new school. she is diagnosed with Agoraphobia-fear of open crowded places-can she truely handle it? meeting new people and falling in love with 3 guys doesnt help the situation. then there is the fact that everyone at her school is supernatural and seems to know more about her than she herself does. can she handle being a possible prophocy?

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UGHHH

all i can say is being a vampire SUCKS!! ugghh at least Christopher is here, he makes me feel human again....i dont see what he sees in me however....anyways sorry i havent updated...been busy with the whole self loathing thing...so kiss kiss hug hug to all my fans, and if you find a way to DE-vamperize me, TELL ME STOP HOLDING BACK!!!! bye!!!
--Luella, revenge girl--

do you believe in hectic days?

well today has really turned around. in a bad way. Milo and Declan are blood thirsty, people know me, in a way i dont even know myself, i apparently have a gaurdian angel...Emily HATES me, and so much more!! do i HAVE to pick a side? gosh i wish i could go back to my old place.....(~*thinking of Gabe helps <3 *~)
~*LOVE, Luna*~

can i say whoa??

life is CRAZY with a capital C to the mega thousandth time!!! first my mom. then Luella. and Theodore, now i get news about my......FATHER?!! whoa. creepy. i feel stressed!!! any advice?!
----Jezzy??

OH MY GOODNESS

talk about biggest scare of my life!! well not really....but it scared me!!! although im sort of glad Jace--boy who i met in school--- was there. i might not have made it....

SADFACE

im so upset these days!! im the very thing i sought to kill. they accually turned me in to a blood sucking demon!!! the only thing keeping me from killing my self is Christopher. he wont let me die, trust me i have tried!!! ugghh how do i go on??!!!